5.15.2010

stranded withered lifeless...

jiwa kosong..






just now aku bkk fb die..
then terbaca status komen die..
'married' to 'single'
die da admit la tu yg we all da break up..
aku cari album 'S.H.E is MINE'
tp takder..
of coz die da delete kn..
sedey sgt..
then i cry........................................




mgkn die da smpn sume brg2 ttg aku lam kotak..
mgkn jugak die da buang sume stuff yg mengingt kn die bout me...
MAYBE..



juz wanna share wit u guys n die klu die bkk la blog aku nie..
baju2 die still lam wardrobe aku..masih berlipat kemas..
baju2 kotor die aku still basuh n lipat then simpan lam wardrobe die..
desktop background still pic aku n die..
gmbr die lam fb still ader lagi cme aku hide kn..
phone number die still name PAKCIK2 lagi..
gmbar die lam blog aku masih ader kat situ..
n tanpa aku sedar aku rancang vacation tok die n aku..
n jz noe before i read dat komen, aku tukar lagi pic desktop dgn pic baru hari tu..
bt now......................................



knp aku sedey??
nie la yg aku nk sgt kn..
hurmmmm..
aku kena kuat semgt..
teruskn idop nie..


come on!!
aja..aja..chaiyok2!!


:))






p/s :: realiti aku tertawa, tersenyum gembira..tp hakikatnyer hati aku penuh ngn sadness...

5.11.2010

i miss him..:((

hai guys..
lame sgt aku da tak update blog nie kn..
kesian kat silent reader n stalker aku..
hihihi

actually sejak dua menjak nie my life is being tough...
mcm2 jadi..
aku ngn die??
tah la..tatau ape status we all skunk..
i miss him bt sometimes perangai n sikap die wat aku JERK!
i jz wanna my life back..
datz all..

skunk we all da jarang contact..
kalau contact mesti gado..
bz la katanyer..
aku ta kesah life die tuh..i juz wanna my 1 hour back..
mcm dulu2..
wlupun seharian ta mzg bt atleast i noe later he will call me like always..
bt now da tade..
hw cn i accept dat??

i live wit dat 1 hour..
bt he dont understnd tp anggp aku ta phm die..
hurm..

hope die bace dis entry..
aku ta pandai nk luah ngn kata2..
ble aku post kat fb no one is besides me..
aku sedey..

really2 upsad guys..